allow this, allow all of it to be but the flailings of a somber dream, a love of unassailable beauty, a love of you to me, a love never meant to be- i love you, i loved you, i will love you but you hated me, and i knew nought though i pined at being something you might forgive in all of my horrible alexziperovichtry. i love you life. you never loved me. please allow me a chance to make that not be. love is all i know myself to be.